Senin, 06 Desember 2010

So many things...


Oh My God!

you can think i am a wreck or desperate single liver haha...God..it's been exactly fully two months I didn't do anything to this blog for proving its existence.

well, so many things have changed. Like season.

okey, the reason i never write on this blog is i started working. just part-timer in pizza restaurant. i can say it's kinda great, ehm..not literally.

my plan next year is backpacking to Thailand with my friends so i just feel bad to ask more money from my dad so i decided to work. well, i got many experiences from work.

i work as a greeter part which job is greet the new customer, show them seat, give the menu book, introduce the latest menu, and back to my spot again. i work from 12.00pm-21-00pm thats not literally. usually, when there are more customer, i must work over my work hour then after that i have to go to the BOH (back of the house) for refill the sauce and chilli bottle, and honestly, usually i arrived in sooo late at night, plus my home is one hour from where i work. so i didnt think its a part-time job when it took my whole time. haha

besides, the money reaches (though not) i decided to quit. well, besides, i have to focus on my study which is entering last year.

wooohooo...thats life,little girl. this is what i said many times to my self.

i just feel so lucky, you know, for knowing the truth that i have so many choices. not included to those people who cant do things like me. i mean, well, i must admit that i feel lot of pressure and competition atmosphere when i was working, cause may be i am a dangerous for their carrier. i dont give a damn,you know!all i need is money and experience.

some people were nice (well, hope it's not fake) and i am happy that i can work with my skill and my ability, improve my confidence, and know other things besides my study.

now, i am back for being a jobless. its time for me to start my research haha..and feel the freedom again, not being a labour.

working class hero is perfect soundtrack for this phase i think.haha

Selasa, 05 Oktober 2010

Meet and Greet with Trinity

jeng..jeng..spotted here :)


Hope...its not really expired

I should write it in September 21st but I think my laziness become so severe and it ended like an athreoschlerosis

Hell yeaaah!!I met one of my favourite writer in this world, Trinity..

You never heard before? well, she is one of the great backpacker who write down all of her journey in two books, there was a new one of her book.

She had visited 42 countries and visited all over Indonesia, even some places or islands we never heard before.

She is so great for me. She inspired me to start backpacking.
Fasten your seat belt :)

she signed my book (:

Senin, 20 September 2010

when do you feel like an ugly duckling?



Almost 23.05 pm, and I haven't sleep yet, may be it's still an episode of my guilt, after neglect my Chicantamus.

Anyway, I just have a conversation with my sister, first is our crazy plan to travelling, starting with my plan in tomorrow evening to go the book store in one of the mall here, to meet my favourite writer Trinity jeng..jeng..jeng..she wrote Naked Traveller and it successed to burn my passion to travel anywhere. Anyway, suddenly, we just plan to go Thailand next year. Horeee!!!sounds really great!!!really great!!!I try to force her to go this year but she said that she still need time to arrange it. I said, I want to work, I have my little own savings, so we can go as soon as possible. But, well, may be she is not as spontaneous as I am, so we decided next year. Really next year.yihaa.....




Suddenly, we talk about our aunt who live so far away and we haven't met for long time. Hope she is okay.




and, suddenly we talk about our childhood. suddenly, I told her, that the worst time in my life is when I was in junior high school. frankly, I had kinda confidence crisis. well, it's common to be one of the most well-known issues for teenager. I never had boyfriend when I was in junior high school. I was such a nerd!! I prefer to face thousands letters than I must talk to people. I felt like, I always have bad hair day. I was too tall, have really really dark skin, I was out of the fashion, and just in average academically.




But I really glad that I ever such an ugly duckling. That ugly duckling really teach me to love my self, when I minimize the interactions surround me, I was busy to build my character from inside. I consider, now, that ugly duckling-Era was my time to know my self better. I found my self, my own definition, what I hate, what I like, what I want to be, what I want go to, while all girls as young as me busy to get their first kiss, busy to hang out, busy to make their first date, busy talking the cutest senior ever in that school, and bla ...bla...


Beside, while I was an ugly duckling, I find my real real best friends forever, best friends that never last. so, they don't love how I look, but they love me, no matter what.




From now on, that ugly duckling has flown away. fly to somewhere, search another girl who need find her truly happiness, if she can make it.

I never regret that I ever be an ugly nerd duckling because that ugly duckling taught me so much, that ugly duckling was being part of me.


How about you,reader? Did you let your ugly duckling fly away, became a swan? or you still in ugly duckling-era? don't worry, let it works and finishes its job, you will find the same result like me, keep my words: never let people to tell you what to do, you have your own process, just like me with my ugly duckling :)

Minggu, 19 September 2010

I am back, really, really, I am back

I am sorry really sorry, I know what this thing called. Laziness? Busyness?or what?
Well, as you know, staring in July 1st then ended in August 26th I was in my village project like society obedience I told you before.
Owh, God! So much story I must tell you.
These are the big events happened to me :

village from the top view


#1 My society obedience
Okay, let’s start now. I lived in one of the native’s house there. My team consisted about twelve people. Four boys and eight girls. Actually, the team should be in 14. Our work is making some programs that will increase their health standard. Sounds boring? Yeah, little. But that’s a must.
I tell you the facts there, first, people do not boil their water for drink, well, its Indonesian, we live in tropic which have suitable temperature for bacteria growth. So, sometimes I feel little afraid to have such a drink when I come to one of their house. Then, they don’t have toilet. They have poo and pee in garden, well, not all of them but just about 40% have toilet. The rest? Nope. Well, you can think they have primitive way. But that’s the fact. But! Believe me, I lived in best house so I didn’t pee and poo in the garden like them. The truth is cruel. But mostly, I really have great time there.

little part of my team

this is where I had lived in, it's traditional house of Makassar


this is the place where they feed their horses

In that place, eating horse is well known. Really, it’s hard to find cow or buffalo there. But you can find horse easily. Anyway, I lived in a house who live village mayor’s dad and his wife. They are old. They just have one daughter but she doesn’t live there. So hard at first time. First, we have shift for cooking, washing the dishes, shopping in traditional market there, sweeping, moping, and many things to done. Well, frankly, I doubt boys, mostly they can’t handle or lazy to make such those things.

I attended one traditional wedding here


But, I have really really great experience. I always ride scuter there, kind of motorcycle like vespa, for about two hours to go to market. And my cooking shift is in Friday.

We also make like program such as circumcision, oral check-up, internal check up, and other which not always get welcome. Well, for your information, I have to share a bed with four of my friends and share bathroom with my other eight friend too. I really remember how noise if we gathered. Not just like in other girl’s bedroom which soo calm. Not like us. I tell you a secret, we even ever broke our bed…twice, as I remember. And we just fixed it. We all became carpenters in our bedroom. Ha ha.
Almost for two month I had stayed there. So many things to learn. I learn how to live more independent, learn how to talk in traditional language (Makassar language), learn how to live with persons you don’t know before, learn to share everything, learn to live in strange place. anyway here some Makassar language:

Ngandre=eat
Leba’(with emphasize in last word)=done
Je’ne’(emphasize too)=water
Juku=fish
Bambang=hot
Ta’roko-roko=having cough (I really know this one, cause mostly my patients say this)
Kamainjo=like that
Siapa=how much (usually for asking the price)
La’ding=knive
Apa anjo=what do you mean?


Ha ha…I forget some words..

Kamis, 24 Juni 2010

Girls Like Us Just Wanna Have Fun


Wow. I cant believe that almost the end of June!

Which means, no more holiday, no more lazy day, no more holiday, no catching potatoes, because I will start my workshop in remote area for two months.

Ugh, seems I will suffer in there. Well, well hope not. Cause I must learn how to suffer anyway.
Hahaha. War zone seems will harder than this.

Anyway, I just decide to hang out with my friends, from mall to mall in my city, for satisfy us, before we never see them anymore for two months.

Yesterday we watched Karate Kid, which was pretty cool, but one thing makes me wonder, why the title is Karate Kid while the film is about Kung Fu.

Rabu, 16 Juni 2010

Love(i)rtual


What do you think about virtual relationship or online relationship? Well, so many answers, so much contradiction about this case.

Some people say its new common thing nowadays, some people said it’s a bullshit, nonsense, and all of man in the cyber are jerk. Haha. I don’t know. Everyone has their own opinion.

In this case, relationship not mean just about being girlfriend or boyfriend, but include become the friend too. I mean it.

I love to meet new people. I don’t deny that I have found many lessons from one of my new habit now. I make many friends almost with all of the people from different countries. Holland, England, Turkiye, Ireland, India, Singapore, Japan, Srilanka, France, Italy, Tunisia, Algeria, Egypt, United Arab Emirates, Jordanian, England, Australia, USA, Switzerland, Spain, Libya, etc, I cant mention them all.

There are many advantages and disadvantages.

Frankly, I love to meet new people, some of them tell me about their country, their culture, their self, their life, even if their problem. One thing I can get is all the people just want to be heard, they want to be listened, all of us need someone to talk.

I can not lie that I have ever falling in love in this cyber world. May be, he read this post, I don’t care. He did really turn my world around. I have been in love with him for almost two years. I do really trust in him but he did decide to stop dreaming about us. I know may be I can not be his perfect girlfriend and his real girlfriend. I know, but one thing he should know that I am really in love with him no matter what things he did to me, what he said to me. I will not regret when I was with him because I do really in love with him. We make a commitment to meet each other, but what can I do when he just said he give up, I have no other choice. He has his own life. Hope he is fine when he read this post and I wish all the best of him.
I know some people who really kind to me. Always listen to me. I have met many jerks here too, who will pay me for sleep with him if he come to my country or come to his country, many jerks who want to see my body in web cam, I can’t lie that I have met many species like them, but all is gone, I never put attention to them. While, they are harmless. haha. they cant touch me either.

From this too, I can learn many cultures too. I learn little how to speak Japanese, French, Arabic, and any others. I don’t believe that chatting is waste time, its all depend on you, and how you use it. I can’t lie it really help me to improve my English especially in writing and speaking.

Well, so many things I want to tell you but I want make some sketches now.

Sabtu, 05 Juni 2010

In my story, Romeo killed Juliet




Once upon a time, there is an awkward, silly, stupid, dreamy, skeptic, and pathetic girl lives in the simple city. She’s got everything. Great family. Great friends. Nice home. Get everything she wants. Great carrier. She has all. She has more. What else?

She is awkward. Why? She has dream work in war zone. The place, surely, has no hope, has no live, has no safe. Never agree with everyone.

She is silly. Because she likes to started jokes to everyone while sometimes she had cried for hours under the shower.

She is stupid. Because she never heard what ‘clever’ people say to her. You shold know one thing,readers, she never put attention to what people said. She always has her own hypothesis, analysis, equation, and answer for everything. She is an idiot.

She is dreamy. Because she never stops dream. Almost all of her friends said, “Don’t fly too high, you will feel so much pain if you fall down.” But, you know what? She still tries to stick the leaves on her arms to get fly.

She is skeptic. Never stop asking why people should do this while they are not happy. Always like this.

She is pathetic. Why? Because she hates happy ending so much. She thinks that the only one who deserve happy ending is the one who always keep dreaming. The people who just gave up and just accept “take what you should take” are the enemies of her.

And she loves Fitzegerald, Hemingway, and others who no one of her friends interested.
And she believes that, all Romeo was made for killed Juliet.
Period.

Kamis, 27 Mei 2010

pursue,pursue,pursue your happiness


Wew. I neglect my lovely blog for decades.

This whole month really made me away from things I love. So many things to do. Lab reports, papers, presentations, my debate championship and its practice every night, well, mention them just made me tired.

Tomorrow is holiday, but I must wake and make up in the morning, cause I still one have discussion post-lab and present the 2009’s students for their presentation, I am as an assistant lab.

My life,lately, have been changed little. I just think about my life. Haha. Yeah, I know sounds so serious and creepy. I will enter my last years in university. Well, need a research to get graduate,though. I just think about my final script in my graduation. Okay, I tell you, in Indonesia, in my faculty,the graduate in bachelor degree, you must do a research then present it in front all of the students and the lecturers, you have to present it twice, first, before you make the research, present your background, your title, how the procedures are, something like that, then you start your research, after that you must present your result and being asked about everything, then after you will pass the big final examination and judging from all of the lecturers. That’s hard, I know.

Well, I am really interested to make a research in cosmetic technology coz I love to make a formula, and try something different.

Okay, let skip this topic.

I am listening The Coltrane now. I just finished washing dishes, cooking my dinner, baking a cake. My rutinity every night. I have fish today.hehe. and now I am laying on the bed, doing nothing, listening every lines from songs that playing in my dvd player. God, I love my life now. Wherei just think nothing and writing while I wait my cake get warm.

I watched a dvd last night, I think I am late for watch Pursuit of Happiness. This film is incredible. Simple one, just a jobless man who try to find a job for paying the bill, the wife left him, and he must struggle with his little son. Simple,yeah.

All of us are just like him. We want job, we want money, pay the bills, get the car, have a house with healthy children, the wife wants a perfect husband, the husband needs perfect wife. We are same, have one strong willing to get happy. But we have so many choices to get there, many ways,some chose good and some chose the bad ones. Everything just has its consequences.

But one thing, my favourite words from this movie, don’t ever let the people tell you that you can’t do anything, if you want, make it,period.

What do you wish for your life then? I wish that I can be war journalist, be a wife from a man I love, and be a mom from shiny kids like sunshine.
That’s all.

Minggu, 09 Mei 2010

hiking o hiking

view from the top always is the best


well,well

it's 9th may..yeah...i am sorry i am dissappeared for centuries..

i was so busy with all the stuff.

i tell you what i had been doing this and previous month.

me and my really really big carrier

april 30th-may 2nd : i went to hike the mountain in this island :) name Mt.Bawakaraeng (2800 m above the sea surface)

Gosh!you have no idea about it. so many things i got, i learnt, i saw, i touched, i did, i knew, and everything

but, i am sorry that i cant tell you more coz i must finish my lab reports..i have three reports this night, but you know, lately i am kinda procrastinating :

see?the edelweiss,symbol of the eternity

Jumat, 09 April 2010

Cerita Si Bocah Berkaos Putih di Negeri Bawah Laut



Hari sangat panas disahuti suara binatang hutan yang seolah-olah terusik kehadiran dua anak kecil, keduanya berumur sepuluh tahun. Yang satu memakai kaos biru dan satunya lagi memakai kaos putih. Percakapan mereka disimak oleh pohon-pohon dan binatang-binatang hutan.

“Panas banget ya. Enaknya memang tidur-tiduran di bawah pohon kayak gini,” kata si kaos biru memulai percakapan sambil mengipas-ngipas dengan tangannya yang kecil.

“Iya ya. Aku jadi penasaran gimana ya rasanya salju atau tinggal di bawah laut.”sahut si kaos putih.

“Tinggal di bawah laut? Emang bisa?”tanya si kaos biru, heran.


“Bisa. Aku denger-denger sih bisa,”tanya si kaos putih dengan yakin.


Percakapan itu telah berlalu. Bertahun-tahun lamanya. Hutan tempat mereka bermain juga telah menjadi sebuah perumahan. Bocah berkaos biru dan putih itu pun telah berpisah sepuluh tahun sejak percakapan itu. Masing-masing pergi mengejar mimpinya.


Suatu hari, sepuluh tahun kemudian mereka dipertemukan kembali di situs jejaring sosial. Sehingga percakapan yang telah lama mereka tidak lakukan kembali hadir meskipun kali ini dalam bentuk yang berbeda.


Saat itu, si bocah berkaos putih berkata bahwa dia berhasil memenuhi impiannya untuk tinggal “di bawah laut” kepada sahabatnya. Si bocah berkaos biru terkejut terhadap apa yang dikatakan sahabatnya. Ternyata kini si bocah berkaos putih sedang kuliah di Netherlands, negeri yang biasa disebut Belanda, disebut Netherlands karena negara ini terletak di bawah garis permukaan laut.


Si bocah berkaos putih yang telah berhasil memenuhi impiannya merupakan salah satu dari kurang lebih 70.000 mahasiswa internasional yang menempuh pendidikan di Belanda. Belanda merupakan pilihan yang tepat untuk melanjutkan kuliah dengan beberapa universitas yang melatih para mahasiswanya menjadi menjadi ilmuwan (Research Universities) dan universitas-universitas untuk ilmu terapan (Universities with Applied Sciences) dengan kurikulum yang berkualitas. Negara ini dikenal terdepan dari segi pendidikan maupun metode pengajarannya, bahkan Leiden University yang merupakan universitas tertua didirikan sejak 1575.


Si bocah berkaos putih menjelaskan bagaimana bisa mendapatkan beasiswa untuk merasakan kuliah di negeri tulip. Pemerintah Belanda menyediakan banyak kesempatan berupa beasiswa dengan berbagai macam pilihan program dan jurusan. Ditambah pameran-pameran pendidikan yang sering diadakan di kota-kota di Indonesia yang bertujuan menambah informasi bagi siapapun yang tertarik melanjutkan studi di Belanda.

Banyak hal menyenangkan yang diperoleh si bocah berkaos putih di negeri kincir angin itu. Hal pertama yang dia perhatikan adalah masalah kedisiplinan, sehingga dia sering kagum melihat cepatnya orang berjalan di negeri itu, dia berkesimpulan bahwa selain untuk disiplin juga untuk menghangatkan tubuh mereka, maklum cuaca di sana dingin, kecuali musim panas saat udara lebih hangat dan cerah.

Hal yang sangat dia syukuri adalah pengalaman yang sangat berharga yaitu memiliki teman-teman yang berasal dari berbagai negara di belahan dunia. Tentu saja, Belanda yang memiliki universitas-universitas yang masuk dalam peringkat atas dalam daftar universitas terbaik di dunia membuat tingginya minat untuk studi di negera ini sehingga berdampak pada tingginya diversitas dalam sosial. Contohnya saja, di kelas tahun pertama kuliahnya berisi dari empat puluh orang yang berasal dari berbagai macam negara di dunia. Didukung adanya program magang atau pertukaran pelajar antar universitas dengan negara-negara Eropa lainnya membuat dia memiliki banyak teman dan jaringan yang luas. Hal ini sangat membantu dia dalam mempersiapkan diri untuk di dunia kerja nantinya disamping pelatihan-pelatihan yang diberikan secara professional di kampusnya.

Tidak pernah ada kata bosan tinggal di Belanda, kata si bocah berkaos putih. Selain, bertemu dengan teman-teman yang menyenangkan, dia tinggal di student house yang dihuni sekitar tujuh puluh lima mahasiswa internasional, sehingga tidak jarang mereka melakukan pesta atau sekedar saling mencoba masakan khas daerah masing-masing. Dia sering menghabiskan waktunya dengan mengendarai sepeda menyusuri kota Amsterdam, menyusuri Damsquare, mengunjungi Museum Madame Tussaud, melihat-lihat bunga tulip di Keukenhof, atau melihat karya pelukis terkenal di dunia, Vincent Van Gogh, di Van Gogh Museum yang sangat lengkap, mulai dari kisah hidupnya, hingga teknik-teknik lukisan Van Gogh yang terkenal dengan aliran pointilisme. Negara ini sangat menjunjung sejarahnya dibuktikan dengan bangunan-bangunan kuno yang masih berdiri gagah peninggalan abad-abad pertengahan hingga peninggalan perang dunia I dan II.

sudut kota Amsterdam di pagi hari (sumber:dokumentasi teman)

Tidak hanya mencintai sejarahnya, selain sangat maju dalam bidang teknologi dan pembangunan, Belanda juga terkenal mencintai linkungan. Belanda terkenal akan pengendara sepedanya, bahkan jalan-jalan rayanya juga diatur untuk pengguna kendaraan bebas polusi ini.


Mau ke mana-mana jadi gampang. Mau ke Perancis? Jerman? Italia? Atau negara-negara Eropa lainnya sangat mudah. Selain bisa dengan kereta api, para agen travel di negeri oranye ini mematok harga pesawat yang murah, yang sangat mudah dijangkau bahkan untuk mahasiswa.


Negara yang memiliki sistem pemerintahan berupa kerajaan ini, sadar akan “kekayaan budaya”-nya sehingga sering diadakan festival-festival yang sangat meriah. Selain itu, negara ini juga sangat mencintai olah raga sepak bola, bahkan telah menganggap sebagai bagian hidup penduduk setempat.


Cerita si bocah berkaos putih belumlah selesai. Masih banyak hal lain yang ingin dia ceritakan pada sahabatnya, si bocah berkaos biru. Namun, karena di belahan bumi Indonesia telah beranjak larut maka mereka terpaksa menutup chatting mereka. Malam itu juga, si bocah berkaos biru bermimpi menyusul sahabatnya, bocah berkaos putih, melanjutkan percakapan mereka di Damsquare.

Minggu, 04 April 2010

sunday=funday?



happy sunday.

why do the sunday really close to monday and the monday very far to sunday?

today, I visit my elder sister who celebrate her son's birthday and his husband in a same day. Really nice coincidence :)

But, sorry I can't upload the capts, coz it's not in my cell :(

I love to visit their little happy family cause they don't live in big city like Makassar, they live in little city where you can see trees in everywhere..it refresh me.hahaha

Hope, you have fresh sunday,too :)

Sabtu, 03 April 2010

I am Dating My Lab Reports


Yellow :)

Its Saturday night. Do you get fever?


Like thousands night before, I have many stuffs to done. Lab report, and many reading materials for quizzes next week.



Get ready for it. But if I stay up late like this, the most greatest things of all is drawing.hahaha.

Kamis, 01 April 2010

Dream, Think, and Carpe Diem



What you want to be? This is just a question but if you ask me, you will get much answers from me.
When I was little girl ehm..about three years old, I was dream to be an actor especially movie actor, because I want have many dress and a horse. A horse?hahaha. I don’t know why.
Then when I was seven, I wanted to be a stewardess. In eleven years old, I was dream to be an artist, especially a painter.

As time goes by, I did decide what I want to be. I thought that your dream or what you want to be is your job then. But now, I did know some.

What you want to be is about what you want reach. You can be whatever you want to be. You can decide what you want to be. For me, normal answers are : I want to be a president then, I will be a doctor then, or engineer, or teacher, or nurse, or singer. Sounds old for me.
Okay,okay. I tell you, what do I want to be?

#1:War Journalist and medic activist, this is my aim in my life. Some people think I take the wrong major in university, but I am not. Frankly, my major is my dad’s will. He ask me to take pharmacy when I took national exams to university. But seems, I am in love with my major though it made me lazy to write again. When I report the war or in conflict zone I can be a medic activist and help people.

#2:Chef. Why? Frankly, I love to eat. My friends always wonder why I don’t get fat whereas I eat so much. Some of my friends jokes me that I have intestine disorder. Hahaha. So from now on, I start to cook and try some new recipes, Europe, America, Asian, Indian, Mediteranian, or from everywhere. At least, if I cant have my own show, I can be great chef for my husband then (hope, my husband will not get fat).

#3:Photographer:i think, we all can be a photographer in our own. Start to get your own picture. Don’t ever think about what people say about your style or your taste, as long as you love it to see it and confident about it. Go for it. Now, I start to save money for buying my own SLR.

#4:Interior designer. I ever thought that if I failed in national exams and don’t get my major and stuck in it, I will take design interior in faculty of art. Because, I really love design and manage a room. Well, I think I can apply my taste in own house then.

#5:Fashion Consultant: May be cause I loved play Barbie make me love something smelly fashion. I just want people dress well, you are what you wear. If you can dress well proved that you love your self. First thing first is love your self then people start to love you. I start to dress well, no need something expensive.

Now, you did decide what you want to be? Or you just stuck in what condition give to you? Wake up,people, be what you want to be. Carpe diem, cause, life is too short to be wasted.

Rabu, 31 Maret 2010

what do you read,lately?


Wow. Let me ask your forgiveness, I know I am lazzy. God, I have no idea where the hell I went for a whole month.

It’s the end of the end of march. And tomorrow is the beginning of april. Do you celebrate april mop? If u ask me, I will say I don’t. Why? Because I joke and I can lie everytime I want.hahaha. But, trust me, I am not too enough to be called a liar.

Anyway, in this whole week, I neglect all my stuff. Haha. I am bussy to read The God of Small Things by Arundhati Roy. I have known this book since many years ago, but I just started to read this book lately. Really, it amazes me so much. Each lines, each words.

This is my one my favorite lines:
“The loss of Sophie Mol stepped softly around the Ayemenem House like a quiet thing in socks. It hid in books and food. In Mamachi’s violin case. In the scabs of the sores on Chako’s shins that he constantly worried. In his slack, womanish legs.”

Just one I can say to you, read it.
(may be, after this I will try to read the books those really related to my major (: )

Minggu, 14 Februari 2010

Here Comes The Bride...




i should talk about this before.

um,yeah..last week, i came to my cousin's wedding party.

actually,not just cousin but 3 cousins in a time.

so, i just get exhausted for receiving the fact that i had to stand with my high heels for a day D:

but so sorry, i can not upload the pics about the party cause those picts are in my dad's cam, and he did come back to my hometown :(

these are from bica boney :) and don't get mad coz you will not find the brides here.haha :))

Sabtu, 13 Februari 2010

give me some joys for my classes, people D:

Folks,

I am so sorry about my laziness.
Really, my classes have started and I just really being so busy to arrange my class.
Well, this is the first week of my 6th semester. I have no idea about it.Aw!!Sounds so old for me. I remember when I was in my first year; the third year is the hardest for me. Then, I must think about my research from now on!!! If this words cross on my mind I make it stop. LOL :P
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I let you know what I take this semester:
Cosmetic technology = wow!!sounds nice, but this class is on Monday morning (08.00am-and that’s so cruel)

Marine Pharmacognosy=well,well. I don’t wanna put comment about it. Frankly, I am not really interested with this class.

Research methodology=let me think?!ha!!I did tell you. I am afraid to something smelly research. It signs the end of the world.

Pharmacotherapy II= the truth is I am not falling in love with you,class :P

Sterile preparation technology= I love all things about preparation technology, this class friends with cosmetic technology + Labo’s!!

Pathology=I like this class so much. its like the sequel from pathophysiology.

Pharmaceutical Tech. Dev=nay or yay? I think, it deserve yay :)

Clinical chemistry=sounds awesome + Labo’s,people!!

Medicinal chemistry=so so :D

Pharmacy physic=o my god!!is this a sin to hate physic? I hate it since I was in junior high school, now I have to repeat this class. DAMN!!! I did take this class in my 4th semester. I know, the lecturer was surprised to meet me again in his class. I know from his first staring hahah.

See? So much to do, and FYI, it’s not included with the labs, two thou.

Jumat, 05 Februari 2010

Ouw..I am in love with my new hoop earings









I dunno why I love to wear this....I know I want it from so long, but I just bought yesterday..and I love wear it everyday and everytime...even when I sleep :)
my next target is finding nice hippie earings!!!!!!!I have looked for it for months but haven't get the nice one yet;)

Day Tripper #3




after in the city, I decided go to BANTIMURUNG!!!!!!!
you can findwaterfall here..but, pathetically, I could't play the water cos now is rain season and have really seally hard flow
check it out...;)

the waterfall :)

tropic rain forest vegetation

nice shot;)

yay!!

Day Tripper #2

I am so sorry.................

i have disappeared for long time now i will pay for it :(

anyway, blame ANGGA, who ask me guide him everytime :P

These are pictures for day #2 when i was a guide for him

object: Trans Studio...it was built in 2009,but i just came here in January 2010 though I stay

here!!! :D


welcome...trans studio is inside =D
before buy the tickets :P

my favourite film in my life :)

paparazzi style :D


these are not wax,FYI

i love this store :)
it's electrical parade :)

honestly, i never ride a carrousel when i was little girl :/

shall we hit the 4D!!watched spongebob...but just about ten minutes, i can't help when the wind blows in my neck from the chair...damn!