Love(i)rtual

What do you think about virtual relationship or online relationship? Well, so many answers, so much contradiction about this case.

Some people say its new common thing nowadays, some people said it’s a bullshit, nonsense, and all of man in the cyber are jerk. Haha. I don’t know. Everyone has their own opinion.

In this case, relationship not mean just about being girlfriend or boyfriend, but include become the friend too. I mean it.

I love to meet new people. I don’t deny that I have found many lessons from one of my new habit now. I make many friends almost with all of the people from different countries. Holland, England, Turkiye, Ireland, India, Singapore, Japan, Srilanka, France, Italy, Tunisia, Algeria, Egypt, United Arab Emirates, Jordanian, England, Australia, USA, Switzerland, Spain, Libya, etc, I cant mention them all.

There are many advantages and disadvantages.

Frankly, I love to meet new people, some of them tell me about their country, their culture, their self, their life, even if their problem. One thing I can get is all the people just want to be heard, they want to be listened, all of us need someone to talk.

I can not lie that I have ever falling in love in this cyber world. May be, he read this post, I don’t care. He did really turn my world around. I have been in love with him for almost two years. I do really trust in him but he did decide to stop dreaming about us. I know may be I can not be his perfect girlfriend and his real girlfriend. I know, but one thing he should know that I am really in love with him no matter what things he did to me, what he said to me. I will not regret when I was with him because I do really in love with him. We make a commitment to meet each other, but what can I do when he just said he give up, I have no other choice. He has his own life. Hope he is fine when he read this post and I wish all the best of him.
I know some people who really kind to me. Always listen to me. I have met many jerks here too, who will pay me for sleep with him if he come to my country or come to his country, many jerks who want to see my body in web cam, I can’t lie that I have met many species like them, but all is gone, I never put attention to them. While, they are harmless. haha. they cant touch me either.

From this too, I can learn many cultures too. I learn little how to speak Japanese, French, Arabic, and any others. I don’t believe that chatting is waste time, its all depend on you, and how you use it. I can’t lie it really help me to improve my English especially in writing and speaking.

Well, so many things I want to tell you but I want make some sketches now.

In my story, Romeo killed Juliet

Once upon a time, there is an awkward, silly, stupid, dreamy, skeptic, and pathetic girl lives in the simple city. She’s got everything. Great family. Great friends. Nice home. Get everything she wants. Great carrier. She has all. She has more. What else?

She is awkward. Why? She has dream work in war zone. The place, surely, has no hope, has no live, has no safe. Never agree with everyone.

She is silly. Because she likes to started jokes to everyone while sometimes she had cried for hours under the shower.

She is stupid. Because she never heard what ‘clever’ people say to her. You shold know one thing,readers, she never put attention to what people said. She always has her own hypothesis, analysis, equation, and answer for everything. She is an idiot.

She is dreamy. Because she never stops dream. Almost all of her friends said, “Don’t fly too high, you will feel so much pain if you fall down.” But, you know what? She still tries to stick the leaves on her arms to get fly.

She is skeptic. Never stop asking why people should do this while they are not happy. Always like this.

She is pathetic. Why? Because she hates happy ending so much. She thinks that the only one who deserve happy ending is the one who always keep dreaming. The people who just gave up and just accept “take what you should take” are the enemies of her.

And she loves Fitzegerald, Hemingway, and others who no one of her friends interested.
And she believes that, all Romeo was made for killed Juliet.

Period.

pursue,pursue,pursue your happiness

Wew. I neglect my lovely blog for decades.

This whole month really made me away from things I love. So many things to do. Lab reports, papers, presentations, my debate championship and its practice every night, well, mention them just made me tired.

Tomorrow is holiday, but I must wake and make up in the morning, cause I still one have discussion post-lab and present the 2009’s students for their presentation, I am as an assistant lab.

My life,lately, have been changed little. I just think about my life. Haha. Yeah, I know sounds so serious and creepy. I will enter my last years in university. Well, need a research to get graduate,though. I just think about my final script in my graduation. Okay, I tell you, in Indonesia, in my faculty,the graduate in bachelor degree, you must do a research then present it in front all of the students and the lecturers, you have to present it twice, first, before you make the research, present your background, your title, how the procedures are, something like that, then you start your research, after that you must present your result and being asked about everything, then after you will pass the big final examination and judging from all of the lecturers. That’s hard, I know.

Well, I am really interested to make a research in cosmetic technology coz I love to make a formula, and try something different.

Okay, let skip this topic.

I am listening The Coltrane now. I just finished washing dishes, cooking my dinner, baking a cake. My rutinity every night. I have fish today.hehe. and now I am laying on the bed, doing nothing, listening every lines from songs that playing in my dvd player. God, I love my life now. Wherei just think nothing and writing while I wait my cake get warm.

I watched a dvd last night, I think I am late for watch Pursuit of Happiness. This film is incredible. Simple one, just a jobless man who try to find a job for paying the bill, the wife left him, and he must struggle with his little son. Simple,yeah.

All of us are just like him. We want job, we want money, pay the bills, get the car, have a house with healthy children, the wife wants a perfect husband, the husband needs perfect wife. We are same, have one strong willing to get happy. But we have so many choices to get there, many ways,some chose good and some chose the bad ones. Everything just has its consequences.

But one thing, my favourite words from this movie, don’t ever let the people tell you that you can’t do anything, if you want, make it,period.

What do you wish for your life then? I wish that I can be war journalist, be a wife from a man I love, and be a mom from shiny kids like sunshine.

That’s all.

hiking o hiking

view from the top always is the best


well,well

it's 9th may..yeah...i am sorry i am dissappeared for centuries..

i was so busy with all the stuff.

i tell you what i had been doing this and previous month.

me and my really really big carrier

april 30th-may 2nd : i went to hike the mountain in this island :) name Mt.Bawakaraeng (2800 m above the sea surface)

Gosh!you have no idea about it. so many things i got, i learnt, i saw, i touched, i did, i knew, and everything

but, i am sorry that i cant tell you more coz i must finish my lab reports..i have three reports this night, but you know, lately i am kinda procrastinating :

see?the edelweiss,symbol of the eternity

Cerita Si Bocah Berkaos Putih di Negeri Bawah Laut

Hari sangat panas disahuti suara binatang hutan yang seolah-olah terusik kehadiran dua anak kecil, keduanya berumur sepuluh tahun. Yang satu memakai kaos biru dan satunya lagi memakai kaos putih. Percakapan mereka disimak oleh pohon-pohon dan binatang-binatang hutan.

“Panas banget ya. Enaknya memang tidur-tiduran di bawah pohon kayak gini,” kata si kaos biru memulai percakapan sambil mengipas-ngipas dengan tangannya yang kecil.

“Iya ya. Aku jadi penasaran gimana ya rasanya salju atau tinggal di bawah laut.”sahut si kaos putih.

“Tinggal di bawah laut? Emang bisa?”tanya si kaos biru, heran.

“Bisa. Aku denger-denger sih bisa,”tanya si kaos putih dengan yakin.

Percakapan itu telah berlalu. Bertahun-tahun lamanya. Hutan tempat mereka bermain juga telah menjadi sebuah perumahan. Bocah berkaos biru dan putih itu pun telah berpisah sepuluh tahun sejak percakapan itu. Masing-masing pergi mengejar mimpinya.

Suatu hari, sepuluh tahun kemudian mereka dipertemukan kembali di situs jejaring sosial. Sehingga percakapan yang telah lama mereka tidak lakukan kembali hadir meskipun kali ini dalam bentuk yang berbeda.

Saat itu, si bocah berkaos putih berkata bahwa dia berhasil memenuhi impiannya untuk tinggal “di bawah laut” kepada sahabatnya. Si bocah berkaos biru terkejut terhadap apa yang dikatakan sahabatnya. Ternyata kini si bocah berkaos putih sedang kuliah di Netherlands, negeri yang biasa disebut Belanda, disebut Netherlands karena negara ini terletak di bawah garis permukaan laut.

Si bocah berkaos putih yang telah berhasil memenuhi impiannya merupakan salah satu dari kurang lebih 70.000 mahasiswa internasional yang menempuh pendidikan di Belanda. Belanda merupakan pilihan yang tepat untuk melanjutkan kuliah dengan beberapa universitas yang melatih para mahasiswanya menjadi menjadi ilmuwan (Research Universities) dan universitas-universitas untuk ilmu terapan (Universities with Applied Sciences) dengan kurikulum yang berkualitas. Negara ini dikenal terdepan dari segi pendidikan maupun metode pengajarannya, bahkan Leiden University yang merupakan universitas tertua didirikan sejak 1575.

Si bocah berkaos putih menjelaskan bagaimana bisa mendapatkan beasiswa untuk merasakan kuliah di negeri tulip. Pemerintah Belanda menyediakan banyak kesempatan berupa beasiswa dengan berbagai macam pilihan program dan jurusan. Ditambah pameran-pameran pendidikan yang sering diadakan di kota-kota di Indonesia yang bertujuan menambah informasi bagi siapapun yang tertarik melanjutkan studi di Belanda.

Banyak hal menyenangkan yang diperoleh si bocah berkaos putih di negeri kincir angin itu. Hal pertama yang dia perhatikan adalah masalah kedisiplinan, sehingga dia sering kagum melihat cepatnya orang berjalan di negeri itu, dia berkesimpulan bahwa selain untuk disiplin juga untuk menghangatkan tubuh mereka, maklum cuaca di sana dingin, kecuali musim panas saat udara lebih hangat dan cerah.

Hal yang sangat dia syukuri adalah pengalaman yang sangat berharga yaitu memiliki teman-teman yang berasal dari berbagai negara di belahan dunia. Tentu saja, Belanda yang memiliki universitas-universitas yang masuk dalam peringkat atas dalam daftar universitas terbaik di dunia membuat tingginya minat untuk studi di negera ini sehingga berdampak pada tingginya diversitas dalam sosial. Contohnya saja, di kelas tahun pertama kuliahnya berisi dari empat puluh orang yang berasal dari berbagai macam negara di dunia. Didukung adanya program magang atau pertukaran pelajar antar universitas dengan negara-negara Eropa lainnya membuat dia memiliki banyak teman dan jaringan yang luas. Hal ini sangat membantu dia dalam mempersiapkan diri untuk di dunia kerja nantinya disamping pelatihan-pelatihan yang diberikan secara professional di kampusnya.

Tidak pernah ada kata bosan tinggal di Belanda, kata si bocah berkaos putih. Selain, bertemu dengan teman-teman yang menyenangkan, dia tinggal di student house yang dihuni sekitar tujuh puluh lima mahasiswa internasional, sehingga tidak jarang mereka melakukan pesta atau sekedar saling mencoba masakan khas daerah masing-masing. Dia sering menghabiskan waktunya dengan mengendarai sepeda menyusuri kota Amsterdam, menyusuri Damsquare, mengunjungi Museum Madame Tussaud, melihat-lihat bunga tulip di Keukenhof, atau melihat karya pelukis terkenal di dunia, Vincent Van Gogh, di Van Gogh Museum yang sangat lengkap, mulai dari kisah hidupnya, hingga teknik-teknik lukisan Van Gogh yang terkenal dengan aliran pointilisme. Negara ini sangat menjunjung sejarahnya dibuktikan dengan bangunan-bangunan kuno yang masih berdiri gagah peninggalan abad-abad pertengahan hingga peninggalan perang dunia I dan II.

sudut kota Amsterdam di pagi hari (sumber:dokumentasi teman)

Tidak hanya mencintai sejarahnya, selain sangat maju dalam bidang teknologi dan pembangunan, Belanda juga terkenal mencintai linkungan. Belanda terkenal akan pengendara sepedanya, bahkan jalan-jalan rayanya juga diatur untuk pengguna kendaraan bebas polusi ini.

Mau ke mana-mana jadi gampang. Mau ke Perancis? Jerman? Italia? Atau negara-negara Eropa lainnya sangat mudah. Selain bisa dengan kereta api, para agen travel di negeri oranye ini mematok harga pesawat yang murah, yang sangat mudah dijangkau bahkan untuk mahasiswa.

Negara yang memiliki sistem pemerintahan berupa kerajaan ini, sadar akan “kekayaan budaya”-nya sehingga sering diadakan festival-festival yang sangat meriah. Selain itu, negara ini juga sangat mencintai olah raga sepak bola, bahkan telah menganggap sebagai bagian hidup penduduk setempat.

Cerita si bocah berkaos putih belumlah selesai. Masih banyak hal lain yang ingin dia ceritakan pada sahabatnya, si bocah berkaos biru. Namun, karena di belahan bumi Indonesia telah beranjak larut maka mereka terpaksa menutup chatting mereka. Malam itu juga, si bocah berkaos biru bermimpi menyusul sahabatnya, bocah berkaos putih, melanjutkan percakapan mereka di Damsquare.

sunday=funday?

happy sunday.

why do the sunday really close to monday and the monday very far to sunday?

today, I visit my elder sister who celebrate her son's birthday and his husband in a same day. Really nice coincidence :)

But, sorry I can't upload the capts, coz it's not in my cell :(

I love to visit their little happy family cause they don't live in big city like Makassar, they live in little city where you can see trees in everywhere..it refresh me.hahaha

Hope, you have fresh sunday,too :)

I am Dating My Lab Reports

Yellow :)

Its Saturday night. Do you get fever?

Like thousands night before, I have many stuffs to done. Lab report, and many reading materials for quizzes next week.

Get ready for it. But if I stay up late like this, the most greatest things of all is drawing.hahaha.