Wew. I neglect my lovely blog for decades.
This whole month really made me away from things I love. So many things to do. Lab reports, papers, presentations, my debate championship and its practice every night, well, mention them just made me tired.
Tomorrow is holiday, but I must wake and make up in the morning, cause I still one have discussion post-lab and present the 2009’s students for their presentation, I am as an assistant lab.
My life,lately, have been changed little. I just think about my life. Haha. Yeah, I know sounds so serious and creepy. I will enter my last years in university. Well, need a research to get graduate,though. I just think about my final script in my graduation. Okay, I tell you, in Indonesia, in my faculty,the graduate in bachelor degree, you must do a research then present it in front all of the students and the lecturers, you have to present it twice, first, before you make the research, present your background, your title, how the procedures are, something like that, then you start your research, after that you must present your result and being asked about everything, then after you will pass the big final examination and judging from all of the lecturers. That’s hard, I know.
Well, I am really interested to make a research in cosmetic technology coz I love to make a formula, and try something different.
Okay, let skip this topic.
I am listening The Coltrane now. I just finished washing dishes, cooking my dinner, baking a cake. My rutinity every night. I have fish today.hehe. and now I am laying on the bed, doing nothing, listening every lines from songs that playing in my dvd player. God, I love my life now. Wherei just think nothing and writing while I wait my cake get warm.
I watched a dvd last night, I think I am late for watch Pursuit of Happiness. This film is incredible. Simple one, just a jobless man who try to find a job for paying the bill, the wife left him, and he must struggle with his little son. Simple,yeah.
All of us are just like him. We want job, we want money, pay the bills, get the car, have a house with healthy children, the wife wants a perfect husband, the husband needs perfect wife. We are same, have one strong willing to get happy. But we have so many choices to get there, many ways,some chose good and some chose the bad ones. Everything just has its consequences.
But one thing, my favourite words from this movie, don’t ever let the people tell you that you can’t do anything, if you want, make it,period.
What do you wish for your life then? I wish that I can be war journalist, be a wife from a man I love, and be a mom from shiny kids like sunshine.
That’s all.
